farewell today. ;D
lemme start with something happy. ;D
hey you know what.
in the midst of my o levels.
guess i am at a lost of words now? lol.
booo.
wooohoooooooo.
it was really nice. seriously.
i enjoyed myself.
ahahahah. food was nice too!
;D
on a sidenote,
i really am TPTL.
but forget it, amandatan let go.
♥ Thursday, November 12, 2009
1. tomorrows the end of examssss. ultra super duper happy de can.
2. a stranger totally made my day today. ;DD
tmrs chem, haven studied for it. lol
i studied the least for o levels seriously.
just cannot believe it.
4 yrs of hardwork just like that. O.O
i was thinking if i should work. like woah.
my first time working. LOL.
okay no more happy stuff.
u know, sometimes i really envy you.
despite all, i still cannot deny this fact.
maybe thats what makes it this way.
and maybe this time i know i cant help it.
hey, all the best. (:
i hate it that it gets to me all the time.
i hate it that i am able to think wild.
i hate it when i feel this way within.
i really hate myself for it.
why cant i be like how i want myself to be?
dear friend, take care.
and this time, i mean it.
and i know myself very clearly.
this step that i have taken makes the distinction much clearer.
but i guess i chose it.
so i can only bear it.
i know even if i haven done it.
i would still have felt as lousy because _.
and maybe thats why i dreaded the end of os.
i keep saying i dunno why la.
i dunno why i feel this way
i duno why i dread the end of os.
but actually i think i know.
i know it very clearly.
its just that i dun want to come to terms with it.
and refuse to admit.
although it has been verified long time ago.
i hate this here right now.
♥ Tuesday, November 10, 2009
fuck you.
seriously fuck you.
♥ Monday, November 02, 2009
lol pneumonia and 2 days in the hospital.
really appreciate those that made the effort to come visit. ;DD
big big thank thankkkkkkkkks!
those who sent smses too. really really really appreciate ittttt! ;D
Os so far are. i also dunno lei.
as in aiya. nehmind.
looking forward for o to be over!
on the flipside.
you suck.
okay no use thinking about it.
actually i very long nv think le. maybe too sick le. LOL.
bye byeeee.
i tihnk the next time i will be back will be after Os.
ps. i am watching some randam show. not bad. ;D
♥ Friday, October 23, 2009
i am TPTL. and thats why the feeling within sucks.
makes me feel like a downright loser.
all and out.
this time, i've really hit rock bottom.
owells, bye.
♥ Saturday, October 10, 2009
slacked my ass off today. aiya.
THERES A STUPID THING BUGGING ME.
AND ITS REALLY BUGGING ME LIKE MAD.
never said it out, nv knew how.
aiya wtv.
trying hard to psycho myself.
lol. okok.
random post. bye bye.
around 2 weeks left. googoogaga. ;S ;SSSSS
/edit
theres this quote saying that you put up walls to see who bothers to break them down.
but what i am doing now is putting up my walls.
but yet breaking it down myself to break down another persons wall.
that feeling really sucks.
its tiringg. i guess thats all i can say. ):
♥ Friday, October 09, 2009
thrs been alotttt of drafts. but this is not. ;D
NOW DOING PHYSICS PAPER. ><
seriously i am damn sick of doing papers after papers.
i feel myself getting even worse la. ><
2 more weeks. freakyyy.
like FREAKYYY.><
all of a sudden
i really dun wanna continue liao.
oh oh on a sidenote,
i will try my best to do what i tell myself to.
i am clear of it, that fact, those facts.
so i will try. its time already.
i believe amandatan can de la!
hor?
okay la although i dun really believe in myself that i CAN do it.
but at least i TRY. (:
byeeee.
oh ya last point.
MY AIM FOR O LEVELS.
I WUN FORGET MAN. LOLOLOL. xD