hmm. Labels: stupidddd
hey girl.
Teardrops On My Guitar Labels: ;D
hmm. came here unknowingly. Labels: i just dont know how to show my feelings anymore.
AHHHHHHHHHHH. Labels: feeling angry until going crazy
crazy idea it was.
actually i also dunno why i thought of that.
no reason? lol.
but i tink is coz of school bah.
i dunno.
my results suck.
RARH.
but nehmind la. study lo.
FROM NOW ON AMANDA T.
SHALL STUDYYYY. AND MUG MUG MUG! ;DDD
theres still time to catch up? i tink.
come to tink of it hor.
my results not that badd.
lol
only i dun like nia. ;D
i guess i realised alot of things these few days.
hmm.
and i pretty like my seating position. lol. quite nice
but have its pro and con la.
but i think i can adapt well! ;D
STUDY AMANDAAAAAA
♥ Monday, July 14, 2008
i read your blog.
yea i can admit that i am not sure who is it meant for.
if it is me.
den okay lo.
as in got anything den come and ask me.
coz i am bad at such things.
i can hardly see if its me.
and i dun like assuming things.
but if its not me,
den maybe i know who le bah.
not sure. wadeva.
if it doesnt concern me i wun bother.
♥ Sunday, July 13, 2008
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I need everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without
Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night
[Chorus:]He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause
[Repeat Chorus]
So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight
He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..
Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.
♥ Friday, July 11, 2008
theres alot on my mind and heart lately.
but i know i cant and wont let it out.
;(
besides my results are sucking big time.
seriously.
CRAP
STUDY AMANDA.
got 4 tests next week.
I NEED TO STUDY HARD.
ENGLISH
CHEM
BIO
oh ya oh ya!
I GOT TING LI.
MUST SCORE FULL MARKS. ;DDDD
my hcl bio ss is a goner. awww.
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当你看到不想看到了，
而心里却越来越酸。
嘴巴却依然要笑。
明明不开心
明明很不服
但不能把它显露出来。
明明是可以不用这样的。
明明是可以开心的。
其实当时是想要的
但没有勇气
害怕
但现在却后悔。
很笨
但我已经不能够不去想了。
很恨很很想不要是想。
但看起来是不可能了。
我该这么办？
很想把这些都显露出来。
很想哭。
♥ Thursday, July 03, 2008
i feel like killing myself.
FIRST.
i realised that my eye sight is getting WORSE.
no more PERFECT eye sight.
my left eye seems clear
but my right eye is blur.
WALAOOOOOO
I DUN WANNA WEAR SPECS
DUN WAN DUN WAN DUN WAN.
SECOND
I LOST 50 BUCKS.
50 BUCKS
JUST LIKE THAT. LIKE WTF SIA.
HOW E HELL DID IT GET LOST.
i am not thinking that it is stolen though.
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BUT I DUN RMB SPENDING IT AT ALL.
ANYONE WILLING TO SPONSOR?
PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP. ><
i am going crazy.
THIRD.
this week e tests are
SHIT.
BIO
totally wun get good marks.
i thought that was bad
BUT
THE WORST IS YET TO COME.
HCL
now not no good marks.
NOW PASS ALSO GOT PROBLEMS LA.
WALAO. I VERY PISSED OFF NOW.
as in why e hell are things going so off for me now?
WHY IS EVERYTHING GOING AGAINST ME?
WHY WHY WHY
SOMEONE TELL ME LA.
eyes tests money.
wtf sia. really wtf.
wad can i do.
GO EYE CHECK UP ON SAT.
PAY UP DAT MONEY.
AND ONLY WAIT FOR E TESTS TO COME BACK.
ANOTHER THING.
i swear i am going to study hard
EVEN IF IT TAKES MY LIFE SIA.
I WANNA IMPROVE FROM MID YEARS.
I SWEAR.
but this is not going to a good start with such results luh.
BUT I DUN CARE.
I AM GOING TO STUDY.
STUDY STUDY STUDY.
I BELIEVE I CAN CATCH UP.
next test is chem.
i better score well man.