IDIOT!
hmm.
FIRST DAY OF BHN. Labels: it was fun. ;D
i dunno who i can trust or believe. everyone seems to be saying 2 sides of the story. Labels: 手放开。
hey. HOLIDAYS ARE HERE.
just watched finish music and lyrics. Labels: 我没有？我不知道 ;D
SO. it was public duty today Labels: i wan you to read this.
SO. exams over hurh!
You are The Tower Labels: i seriously think that YOU will understand this very well.
WAHHHHHH. Labels: AHHHHH.
lol. i duno why these days i always like calling idiots. ;D
i so bored.
SOMEONE ENTERTAIN MEEEEE.
oh ya. something to add to the shopping list.
I WAN BOYFREN SHIRTS.
although is can wear my brothers shirt la.
but still its diff wan mah!
when i told my mummy just now that i wanted it.
den somehow we talked about how i suited it coz of my face. ><
my mummy asked me why i had an ah lian face.
lol.
HOW I KNOW LAAAA. lol.
BUT ANYWAY.
I WAN BF SHIRTSSSS. ;DDDDD
oh yes. ONE sentence.
being happy does not mean everything is perfect
it just means that you have decided to look beyond the imperfections ;D
♥ Thursday, May 29, 2008
i got so much to tell you.
but i cannot bring myself to.
i dunnoe.
wo pa. hen pa.
pa hui shi qu ni.
but actually i know i already did.
but who cares. ;D
♥ Tuesday, May 27, 2008
only a few words to describe it.
CRAP
SHIT
WASTE OF TIME
tada! thats all.
seriously i have nothing more to say of it.
AND FOR ONE LAST TIME
WE. ARE NCOS.
NOT CADETS.
STOP YELLING AT US HELLO.
idiot.
oh yea.
i shall list out a few things i want and desire.
A LIL BIT NIA LA. xD
1. that fox shirt?
2. that ripples new slipper
3. a new bag?
4. white shorts?
5. accessories?
6. that puma jacket
7. someone to help me plan wad to wear. >;D
but now hor.
i need alot and alot of money.
ALOT.
coz liddat altogether count cost me a good amount of money. ahhhhhhh.
which i am in total need of. ><
SOME GOOD SOUL SPONSOR ME? ;DDD
♥ Sunday, May 25, 2008
thats my msn nick.
and i meant it right from the bottom of my heart.
closing my eyes ears mouth doesnt seem to work.
i guess i shall just take a step out. out of that world.
i dunnoe if u did realise. slowly i am withdrawing. yes withdrawing.
frm the world that hurts me so much.
i will do my job sure.
if not it will only prove me to be an irresponsible person.
and i will only feel guilty coz she will suffer. very much.
what i wrote on my table(which i apparantly erased due to spring cleaning)
was all of what i thought of us all.
i give up.
actually long time ago.
but this time
i have a feeling its for real.
♥ Friday, May 23, 2008
but wadeva holidays is it if:
one week is taken away from NORMAL SCHOOL DAYS.
there are courses that take up alot of time
after minusing student camp minusing trainings and such.
i realised i am left with a pathetic amount of time
and a gigantic amount of homework.
GAHHHH. idiotttt.
and to you.
why the hell did u come into my life.
only to cause a hell mess out of it.
U CRAPSHIT.
this year, alot of friendships broke.
yes new ones were formed. perhaps more den those that were broken
but deep down i knew that the new friendships cant make up for those which were broken.
everytime things cock up.
u come to find me.
and ask me as though as everything has got to do with me.
wads yr problem.
i tell u le.
i have nothing to do with it.
i dun even know wads going on.
everythings thrown onto me.
without me knowing.
i juz have more bitchings to my name.
and for the last time
i do NOT know anything.
♥ Wednesday, May 21, 2008
was really nice.
despite the MANY interuptions.
but oh wells. it was still nice.
it made my day!
aww its so sweettt.
but i learnt alot of things too.
one definitely.
LIFES NEVER A FAIRYTALE.
i always knew that, only that i refused to admit. ><
ahahaha.
so long since i posted. drafts maybe bah.
but alot of things went on too.
didnt go to school on tues. didnt feel like.
but there was other reasons too.
first aid session today. was quite successfull i guess. ;D
was glad with them that they managed to pass the test dat we gave them. ;DDD
bandaging was cool too. hope and pray with all my might that they would do well!!!! ;DDD
TOMORROWS PULAU UBIN TRIP.
gahh. wearing track pants that could practically fit 2 thighs into one space.
GAHHHH. regretted using my parent letter on tues. should have saved it for tomorrow rightttt.
><><><
♥ Thursday, May 15, 2008
AND IT WAS DAY NUMBER TWO.
gahh practically wanted to die. ><
OH YEA.
I DECIDED THAT I WOULD WALK HOME FROM EAST POINT
when i am sad or angry.
see in a month how many times i would have to walk home bah.
yea. when i shot my mouth off in the night.
it was with reasons.
as in seriously.
hey you u know wad i was talking about la.
but wad u said was lame.
please la dun tell me on _________
you never wear _______ with ________?
i wanted to roll my eyes. as in zhen de.
you did say that you will try to solve it.
but how come i get e impression that its getting worse.
everyones juz avoiding.
♥ Tuesday, May 13, 2008
lol. all i wanna do is sleep. ;D
days of studying at home
days of studying at expo.
day of studying at nowelles house.
NO MORE.
;DDDD
seriously dun think i will score well.
but too sian to even bother le
theres always EOY.
bad thinking. but who cares! ;D
laaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaalaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
;D OFFF
♥ Sunday, May 11, 2008
Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin.
The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result.
The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built.
What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.
from nowelles blog.
ITS SO DARN TRUE.
dont u tink so?
♥ Saturday, May 03, 2008
MY TOOTH ACHES.
I SCARED IS ZHU YA.
I DUN WANNA BA DIAO MY TOOTH.
AHHH STUPID AMANDA.
EAT SWEETS LA.
EAT SOMEMORE LA!
WALAOOOO.
I PROMISE TO BRUSH MY TEETH EVERYNIGHT.
I PROMISE TO LIMIT MY NUMBER OF SWEETS I EAT.
IJUZ HOPE ITS GONNA BE FILLING AND NOT BA DIAO..
AHHHHHHHH.
I WANNA CRY LE. >:(