good morning. ;D
today is damn shibaied.
its saturday already la.
I AM FEELING DAMN WHINY.
gosh. theres really alot of homework undone.
okay i know this is a drastric change of mood.
. KNS KNS KNS.
yoyoyo!
BOOOO.
hey. ;)
BOOO!
boooo.
YOYO!
aiya okay its not morning only. its going 2pm.
i just woke up.
lol.
I SLEPT LATE LAST NIGHT.
watching drama.
but still.
lol aiya.
nehmind. i finish my drama.
nows work time.
its been bugging me at the back of my mind since i was watching it ytd.
todays supposed to be ss proj day eh.
oops.
aiyaaaaa.
oh ya.
i blogged to say!
U KNOW I REMEMBER HAVING A VERY NICE AND HAPPY AND SWEET DREAM.
but then. THE MOMENT I WOKE UP I CANT REMEMBER ANY CONTENTS OF THE DREAM.
except that it had been a good one.
walaoehh.
not like this happens so nicely in nightmares.
rarh.
oh ya.
i got damn alot of homework lei.
and i haven check my moodle yet for today/.
sure got extra.
♥ Saturday, June 27, 2009
i wanted to do my chem and chem.
i ended up doing 2 mcqs nia.
lol.
later attempting my heymath. and maybe zuo ye bu?
sure fail de la.
crap sia me.
i feel like shit now.
i dun wanna go back to school.
and somemore all my notes in 4l classroom.
den we not having lessons thr. siannnn. crap.
heymath not letting me log in.
so its not my fault that i cannot do my benchmarks. okay thats shit too.
today is shit.
♥ Friday, June 26, 2009
schools coming. shit.
anyway i saw shiyuans blog.
so lemme show u MYYY folder. ;DD
PRETTY? LOL.
damn organised right.
damn this school. so much work. okay
i gonna do solely chem today.
maybe abit of maths. complete heymath.
♥
ELEARNING IS SUPER UNHEALTHY LA.
LIKE I HAVE BEEN SITTING DOWN HERE WITH MY BUTT ON THE CHAIR FROM 2 TO 645 PM.
wthhh! i finish one set.
another one comes. WALAOEHHH.
tamadeeeeee.
FUCK IT MAN.
somemore my mood today already as bad as it is.
kns.
fuck this fuck that fuck everything.
FML. =.=
i think the amount of fucks i used today surpasses the number of fucks i used in my entire past 16 years of life.
lol ting en had to take the blow.
whatever la. anyway i know liao.
i meant it lo. fine.
fuck it.
alpha course tmr. i dunno if i should go.
i think i am just scared of making this a commitment.
i have alot and alot on my mind now.
mainly homeworks and stuff.
elearning totally suck la.
it makes me an absolute mugger/robot.
i wake up everyday at 12 plus.
i wash up.
i sit infront of the laptop.
i go to moodle heymath and enjoyedu.
i go dl all the new stuff.
den i breathe innnnnnnnn.
and start doing.
and doing and doing.
theres no end to it la.
fuck.
and right.
IF I DO ALREADY I CAN SEE THE HOMEWORK PILE DIMINISHING
at least thrs some bloody cheng jiu.
but apparantly.
I CANT.
crappppppp.
i cannot accomplish my aim i damnnnn pissed off liao.
6 chem papers lei! gah.
okay end of rant.
back to embracing my alcohols.
if i could i would drink them down man.
but they are poisonous. ><
eh but seriously hor.
wth man. fuck la.
FUCK.
/edit
theres absolute boyf today!
finally one thing good.
and this still cant get off my mind.
pissing me offf.
♥ Wednesday, June 24, 2009
i am super inefficient.
i spend so many days at home doing, but the pile dun seem to be moving at all!
plus.
my sleeping routine totally haywired.
i sleep at like what 3 plus everynight.
den i wake up at 12.
wth. ><
i rather sleep earlier wake up earlier too.
how am i going to school on monday liddat?
and going to sch on mon means have to hand up work.
BUT I HAVEN FINISH.
omgggg.
tomorrow i will try to wake up earlier to complete.
its now 230am.
shit. okok i will try to change my sleep cycle.
its unhealthy.
bye byee.
PEEPS DO YR HOMEWORK TOO.
♥ Monday, June 22, 2009
but anyway.
i realised i like cartoons alot.
u know xiao ding dang?
winnie the pooh?
ya ya.
TOM AND JERRY TOO!
that tops the list.
seriously.
i tihnk i know why i like it.
like i suddenly reminded of xinmins quote of the winnie the pooh de.
i dunno lei.
like when young u watch those.
somehow when growing up theres something just different in there.
like what people say.
young those thing big le cannot change.
so ya like watching alot of those while growing up i think hor.
will become very shan liang and stuff.
LOL.
i suddenly reminded of my little nieces watching YI NAN WANG with their grandma everyday.
they can even sing the song out liao.LOL.
anyway ya lo.
just a very extremely random thought.
maybe the homework got to me finally.
okay maybe the thinking of homework got to me.
but dun u feel they are much nicer to watch den those scheming shows?
the shuang zi xing and the channel u 10 pm show.
i watch it without knowing the title.
but if not for the handsome guy thr.
i think maybe i wun have that much chong jing to watch the show.
i like happy families everyday happy show.
LOL.
okay like who doesnt right.
just bloody random. bye bye.
♥
i kinda fallen in love with kns.
like its very fang bian.
ANYWAY.
e learning is shit.
theres really alot of homework.
they give the work as if its another 3 weeks of holidays.
when in actual fact theres only ONE frigging week.
crap. kns.
somemore hor.
holiday homework still not completed.
okay la i know its my fault that i nv complete.
like i am given three weeks.
but like three weeks very big liddat.
anyway seriously la. crap.
i shall list all my homework here.
E-LEARNING:
amath - VS paper 1. by friday.
hcl - some enjoyedu shit. compres and ke wen. by daily.
chem - 2 papers. by reopen.
ss - some self set SBQ thingy. by reopen.
(okay, some are by sunday, but i dunno which. so all friday.)
AND NOW. FORRRRR
(DRUMROLLS)
MORE. ._.
HOLIDAY HOMEWORK.
2 more emath papers.
4 chem papers.
1 physics paper.
zuo ye book.
GOOOGOOOGAGA.
WADS WITH SINGAPORES EDUCATION SYSTEM.
WTC. KNS.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
HELLL.
KICKASS TRUCKLOAD OF HOMEWORK SIA.
ALL VARIETY.
U NAME IT I HAVE IT.
U WAN PAPERS?
WORKSHEETS?
PPT?
ONLINE?
OFFLINE?
SOFT COPY?
HARD COPY?
life sucks.
i have no life.
i wanna watch my movies.
i wanna do my shopping.
I WAN MY LIFE.
♥ Saturday, June 20, 2009
okay so i am back from student camp and camp echo. ;o
and now i am faced with the pile of homework.
HELPS ALOT THAT ALPS IS CANCELLED.
pray pray pray that they wun upload extra homework on moodle.
if not i will die.
I AM LEFT WTH:
4HEYMATH AMATH.
2 MATHS PAPERS
4 CHEM PAPERS
ZUO YE.
LUN SHUO WEN.
1 PHYSICS PAPER.
my god. okay i really scared myself liao. bye bye i go do something to the list.
bye bye.
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OH YA I WATCHED ABSOLUTE BOYF ON FRIDAY.
ITS VERY NICE LAAAAA.
I THINK I WILL END UP CANNOT TAHAN EVERYWEEK WATCH ONCE.
AND WATCH ONLINE. LOL. BUT REALLY LA!
OMG! LOL.
SO MUCH FOR SAYING ABOUT DOING SOMETHING TO THE HOMEWORK LIST!
♥ Wednesday, June 10, 2009
tmrs student camp.
i took out all the school related tees and stuff le.
actually really should go la hor.
it will be fun and this is already my last year la hor.
lol.
I DID HEYMATH TODAY.
well i tried la.
i wanted to do the maths paper, but now lazy le.
LOL.
i remember last time i dunno how to do
i will da po sha guo wen dao di.
but now like sub in answer and find la.
lol. changed attitude towards learning?
well. i better find back my attitude last time.
from now onwards.;D
dun care the last time de le.
hehs.
anyway i felt much better after venting last night.lol.
lol. okay now already.
hah. homework's my love. ;DD
♥ Monday, June 08, 2009
i suddenly 感触良多。
like i 恍然大悟。
i also dunno how to say this feeling lei.
like like like.
all this while, i know it would be this way.
but suddenly it dawned onto me.
its really going to be this way.
maybe deep down there still harboured a hope of me having a chance to change my decision back then.
but now from the looks of it, its pretty easy to see that its impossible. no?
i guess there never was this chance.
it was just thinking on my part.
i geddit. seriously, this time i do.
i dunno how to change it.
i dun think i will.
i will continue with it this way,
and maybe somehow, i will just get it over and done with.
someday.
for now,
i will do some damage control. ;D
and maybe self protection.
yea. feeling much better.
at least this way, i wouldn't feel guilty. ;DD
♥ Sunday, June 07, 2009
so. i watched dance subaru and hanah montana today.
nice. ;D
bought sunglasses again.
i dunno why. have a sickening fetish for them.
die.
I WANTED TO BUY THIS BELT.
VERY VERY NICE EH.
I HAVE NICE TASTE. LOL.
but then, i have no use for it la.
soooo.
i didnt buy.
although i regretted.
but kinda proud of myself in a way. ;D
anyway i rebonded my hair on sat. ;D
the guy washing my hair was like.
刚才你进来的时候看见你的头发蛮直的麻。
LOL.
my works still stagnant.
how ah. LOL.
i feel bloody pathetic.
like really pathetic.
AND TO ADD IT ON.
MY MUMMY BROUGHT HOME A NEW CANTO DRAMA.
very nice eh!
OH THAT REMINDS ME.
i can go be director already. quoted by my mummy.
COZ I LIKE KNOW WADS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT.
OR LIKE WAD ACTUALLY IS THE TRUTH.
OR THIS IS WHOSE WHAT.
lol.
TODAYS MOVIE ALSO EH.
I CAN PREDICT SIA. LOL!
anyway, i got something boiled up for pretty long now.
hey, you pretty much suck now you know.
seriously la.
u told me once BHBC.
look whos the one doing it u idiot.
i hate the way i am now actually.
i dun feel good too.
forget it. i am living my life the way i want it to be.
or the way it was. to hell with u.
i want retail therapy.
OH YA.
I STILL NEED TO DO MY CHANGE FOR MY LIFE EH!
actually my lifes now pretty okay. i guess.
okay la shall not complain on my lack of life.
to think back.
its not thattt bad.
zi wo an wei yi xia bah.
p/s be thankful for being a girl. LOL.
♥ Thursday, June 04, 2009
FIRST week of holidays are going going gone.
what have u accomplished?
meeee.
besides a whole lot of shopping and fun.
nothing towards to academic side.
sad to say.
i went back to sch on wed.
den to my horror i saw all the benches outside the staff room filled up.
den go up the library still got teachers and students.
wah freaky.
made me scared.
kns.
anyway today is like. kns day too.
came home after spa.
only to find out daddy would be at home.
den the wholeee day.
hes thr amanda! amanda! amanda!
kns.
really la.
i hate it when people keep calling me to do stuff.
somemore in that stupid demanding tone.
crap.
liddat i rather the incessant calling home to ask me to do stuff.
at least i can plug out the wire or slam the phone down.
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crap.crap.crap.
somemore the weather so hot. add on to my frustration.
to hell with global warming.
pissified.
anyway i went to sleep to avoid my dad.
den only woke up at 7 to go to NTUC.
buy jelly making stuff. LOL.
later den make.
kinda lazy now.
anyway, i needa start clearing some of the piling homework. like fast.
seriously.
at fast i didnt want to study. like just finish the hw will do.
but but but. looking at people liddat.
just freaks me outttt.
but its like so long.
engine will go out de mah!
okay thats excuses.
just scary only.
sentosa and botanic gardens tomorrow.
better be good! ;D
rebonding hair on sat
movie on sun.
mon bio and BBQ?
tues bio and errr. okay till then.
LOL. OH YA MAHJONG?
sheit.
wads going to happen to homework?
anyway today still sucked.
to the core.
felt cheated.
♥ Monday, June 01, 2009
lol. i spent the whole of today doing nothing but enjoyedu. woww.
U KNOW I COMPLETED IT.
except ONE frigging word that i cannot find.
wthhh. irritating.
but anyway.
todays just another stay home day.
kinda boring. but quite okay to me la.
since its like pretty long since i did this. ><
i shopped, kboxed, east coast park-ed.(although i accomplished nothing near to learning)
but still!
i am running out of timee. like seriously.
googooogagaaaaa.
my KHJ is fading away.
lol.
maybe i not watching.
den i cannot see him smileeee.
awwwww. nehmind. i will watch every sat still. ;D
anyway, i get tired of stuff pretty easily.
so, it wun impact me as much as i thought it would be.
lol bad thing good thing?
i fan er jue de its more of a good thing. SA TUO!
none of my businesss.
oookay. bye byeeee. shall do something about the playlist and the skin.
when i feel like it. ;D