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♥ Tuesday, September 23, 2008
penned down at 9:22 AM

lol.
tomorrows physics test.
thurs has chem and bio.
hahahaha.
i am going siao.
i am supposed to study.
study amaths study bio.
wadeva.
to hell with it.

WAHHAHAHA.
;DD

&i assure you that my smile will remain.
no matter what happens.


♥ Saturday, September 20, 2008
penned down at 5:09 AM

;D
end of years are coming.
yea.
but amanda tan cannot seem to feel the feeling of it.
so shes not exactly studying.
shes watching tv.
going out.
playing.
anything but studying.
so how?


♥ Friday, September 12, 2008
penned down at 7:05 AM

finally
the long awaited wait for this week to end.
like crap.
today wasnt any better.
but i couldnt be bothered.
so ya. very fast didnt give a damn and shit le. ;D
PROUD OF MYSELF OKAY.
but even people agree with me dat i am suay.
like crap lo. lol

i cant see anything good from it.
so its not a blessing in disguise.
but i dun care le. >;D
i only wan to sleep. ;D
sleep everything away.

last line:
one line i chance upon in a blog and felt it was so applicable to me.
There is no need to be further hurt by the unpleasant event after it is over.

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♥ Thursday, September 11, 2008
penned down at 5:09 AM

fuck.
wad a way to start a post.
but thats e way my life has been since the start of term.
dunno why.
i especially suay.
and not only in school lei.
as in.
just fuck lo.
i dunno wad the hell i did la.
why the hell i so suay.
enough is enough le la.
i cant even keep track anymore of how many things just keep happening one after another.
its just pissing.
extremely pissing.

pissed off until can cry those type of pissed off.
its been like very very extremely long since i last felt this suay.
i think i nv this suay before la.
THE WHOLE WEEK LEI.
who the hell can beat me la.
i tink if i list it out it can take me e whole of one hour la.
crap shit.
its just not worth it.
NOT WORTH IT.
actually before i type all this out i got alot of things to say.
den i type and i forget everything i wanted to say.

ya lo. just pissed off. i juz wanna get this over and done with.
ya. everytime is going against me la.
its just not fair.
i got alot to vent
but my stm kicks in and i forget.
but like bloody crap.
my bloods boiling la.
like seriously.

i hate these things that ruin my mood
my everything.
to hell with it man.

i remember writing this.
the more i try,
the harder i fall
the worse it gets
the more tired i feel.

the LAST sentence.
its just.
PISSIFYING.

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♥ Tuesday, September 09, 2008
penned down at 7:00 AM

heyho.
lol.
ben xiao jie very happy today.
coz of a msn conversation.
quite stupid right.
but i felt that i learnt alot. ;DDD

earlier in school my mood cant get any worse la.
coz of ya stupid stuff.
was angry at myself.
but this only goes to show wad i always say is true de lo.
when in a day i am unhappy or pissed at one point.
another point i will be like very happy.
depends on the degree of the pissness den will have wad degree of happiness.
lol.stupid right.

but i rather i be happy in school lei.
it mattered to me.
hai.
unfair.
why izzit that i do put in the effort but others dun even need to?
crap. stupid jiu shi mei ban fan la.

okay. done.
就算是在逗我开心。

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penned down at 12:42 AM

heh.
i reached home early. a short post.
I AM HOOKED AND CRAZY OVER HOTSHOT.
lol lan qiu huo!
i think i will again like some siao person
finding everyway to watch it.
anyway jerry yan is really damn shuai.
siao le siao le.
i only watch it coz of the love story.
although damn ordinary
but nice lei. ;D

gahhh.
oh yea. screwed bio spa and chem test.
but like cannot be bothered le.
theres still 2 more tomorrow.
idiot.

bye.
and the spamming make me smile. ;D


♥ Tuesday, September 02, 2008
penned down at 2:38 AM

hmm. lol. i dunno wad to say.
ahahahha.
rarh i tink i found out something today.
i dunno.
lol not sure.
but i sure realised something.
i really become numb le bah.
IMMUNE. ;D
it should be time le bah.
like since almost start of the year till now.
maybe abit lag.
but still i cheng gong le! ;D


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