hey. long time since i came here bah.
DOTS.
not that nothing happened.
or rather too many things happened that i dunno whr to start from.
hmm. came here for a motive.
so here goes.
i seriously dunno.
as in all this while,
WE ALL KNOW THAT THE PROBLEM STILL EXISTS?
it hasnt even changed a single bit.
its only that we tao bi.
but now.
all it take is a little spark.
for everything to start again.
hello.
why was she with me in e first place.
coz u all didnt want her.
u all said things.
and i did hear.
when this happened.
u said not to believe her.
but i dunno.
coz all this while
i dunno who is in e right
who is in e wrong.
u all say shes lying.
but whynot u turn to the person beside u and say shes lying?
why do u trust her so much?
i know u will ask me
den why do i trust her so much.
i dont.
i still remember what u said.
and i still did not listen to everything she said.
but sometimes i can feel exactly e same as her?
how do u expect me not to believe her.
everytime
no matter whether its in front of us
or behind us
its only wispering wispering wispering.
if u are not happy.
for goodnees just show it.
it wun help if u just keep everything to yrself and just tell her.
tell her get her angry
ISNT IT THE SAME AS SHE TELL ME AND GET ME ANGRY.
u can see her
but u cannot see yrself.
i am sad.
seriously sad.
coz all this while,
i have been telling myself
KAN KAI.
ZHENG YI ZHI YAN BI YI ZHI YAN.
i know its hard.
practically impossible
but i try to be happy as much as possible.
thats why.
even if u wanna bitch about me or whoever,
please ensure that the person will not know.
or worse
will not see.
liddat i tink i will be much better.
i seriously wan u all to read this.
i dunno if it will help. but its like things that have been under me very long le.
ANOTHER THING
also, i dunno wads going on with me la.
as in everything i see,
i will feel very sad.
like why did i choose to do that previously?
i guess i have only myself to blame.
;D
i tink he knows about it.
but he also wanna act lik he dunno.
so i play along alrights.
anyway i doubt he will care.
♥ Monday, June 02, 2008
my schedule is like packed to the max.
i have to do homework.
have to pack my bag for student camp.
crappppp.
oh yes.
student camp STRICTLY NO FBTS.
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aahh. i dunno laaaaa.
so sian le la!
i hate packing.
i dunno la.
bring wad bag. dao di clothes enough for 5day 4night is WAD?
dots. dots. dots. qi si wo le.
i dun wanna gooooooo.
rarhhhhhh.
ON ANOTHER THOUGHT
lol. been doing alot of watching and thinking.
;D