HEH. Labels: happy me. 幸福。
hmm. suddenly hor. Labels: hmm. ;D happy.
BOOO. Labels: 这样值得吗？
i dunno i wanted to just come here. Labels: i dunno how i feel now.
i guess this time this thing makes me know that i can do without u.
HEY HEY PEOPLE.
BEN XIAO JIE LEANRT SOMETHING IMPORTANT TODAY.
rarh. somehow i realised it a lil too late Labels: tears just mean too little.
lol. today was teachers day celebration!
i think it was very nice lo. the effort can be seen like
ALOT.
i thought it was the best la.
coz i didnt sleep. and i liked my colourful streams of hair. ;D
oh yea. after that went to mrs yah's house.
lol
at first was like dun wan go.
BUT I DUN REGRET GOING LO.
see so many frens.
where we can just talk and talk and talk.
watching naruto watching tom and jerry watching this watching that.
it was very very good. lol
for a moment i thought there was nothing to worry about. lol.
its like.
i also dunno la.
the feeling very nice. lol.
very different very nice.
i have limited vocabulary. =.=
we all changed so damn much la!
and we took pics! ;D
happy happy. ;D
I WANNA HAVE A 6/1 CHALET OR GATHERING LAAAA.
it will be damn cool.:D
oh ya. MY RIGHT EAR HURTS ALOT.
its not the ear drum.
its outside thr like orh ceh the pain.
i dunno la.
maybe due to too much talking on e fone. lol.
;DD
♥ Monday, August 25, 2008
i feel like i quite 幸福。
i dunno la.
did a slight reflection after seeing those words in the conversation.
lol. den i realised alot of people actually cares for me!
lol.
but pian pian the person jiu shi. LOL.
aiya. i also dunno wad i talking about.
but jiu shi feel very nice now. ;D
although hes not the one.
but ya still his funny way of saying things sometimes really allow me to smile.
打从心底地笑。;D
everytime i am not happy.
there will be someone there for me.
to be my punching bag.
my 出气筒。
comforting me.
knocking some sense into me. lol.
i tink that sentence u said really triggered off my thinking. ;D
you wun come here de la. sure de.
SO. lol. thanks! ;D
oh ya. u know hor. you see today quite good mood right
sleep for like 4 hours.
caught up on all my sleep.
BUT i nv study for ting xie.
and somemore my good mood wun last de.
never did last.
so tomorrow sure die.
sure got things make me damn bad mood. ><
♥ Saturday, August 23, 2008
You Are Pretty Happy
You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!
LOL. THIS IS TRUEE.
VERY TRUE!
COZ I ANSWERED IT RIGHT FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART! ;D
♥
What Amanda Means
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row.
You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace.
People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality.
SO TRUE RIGHTTTT.
LOL. IF ONLY IT WAS LA! ;D
♥ Friday, August 22, 2008
so. a long week has passed.
hmm apart from the many tests and tests i have been getting back.
i cant remember much.
i pretty like this week. lol
i tink it got better by the day this week.
but everytime such things happen next week is bound to be something damn cham
so.
BE MENTALLY PREPARED.
next week is sure to be much harder to get by den this week.
HAI.
siannnnn.
games today was quite fun.
no uniform. ;D
till tomorrow bah.
on a side note.
i dunno if i should be happy or sad
or maybe INDIFFERENCE?
i know i wun la. i dunno
i dun wanna be treated like a spare tyre.
so go away if u are planning on this.
oh ya
i am like super tired.
tired until as i am writing this
my head is tilting on my right side.
it seems heavier.
everyday staying up to at least 1
just to complete the things i have to complete.
sometimes i nv even complete but also cannot tahan le.
hai.
i am trying to make myself not sleep.
theres still tests next week.
so i have to study.
not to mention my boots.
and this
and that. and this and that.
gah. i feel like i am going to suffocate anytime.
and i am really very tired.
i cannot feel my head on my neck anymore. seems like my neck is like no part of my body liddat.
very strange feeling...
ahhhhh. bye.
♥ Friday, August 15, 2008
den i realised i got nothing to type.><
rarh. actually i got alot to say le.
whether about ____ or about you. you you.
but i know i cannot say la. ya.
damn cham
actually thrs alot going on in my life now.
quite fufilling or interesting i think.
but i juz dunno how to type.
yah.
i tink i really very sad.
as in sad.
i told everyone i dun care
i roll my eyes.
i say its not my business.
but yet. i still cannot help but try to listen for your news.
wadevas going on around you.
rarh. i dunno wad i am talking.
wo kuai feng diao le.
lol. if you know wad i am talking about you are good. lol
♥ Friday, August 08, 2008
normally you are e first i think of when such thing occur.
but this time no i didnt think of you. until now.
i know u will be there last time
dropping everything on yr hands juz to hear me out.
console me.
but now
i doubt if i call u crying u will even hear my tears.
u will just.
playing.
on e phone.
wadeva.
saddening i guess.
very saddening.
i know you will not come.
coz if u read it
i hope you know its you.
whether you will bother is another thing.
till then.
i guess i will nv bother you anymore.
bye my ex-friend.
♥
gosh i am blogging more and more often.
OH YA NDP TODAY WAS GREAT.
standing in front can be damn funny.
especially seeing e teachers AND VP AND P! ;D
NO MATTER WAD HAPPENED AT THE END.
REMEMBER.
ZUO REN YAO SUI JI YING BIAN OKAY.
WE ARE PROUD OF U ALL.
YR RESPECT TO YR UNIFORM!
when u all wore it back at last.
when u all understood the importance of it.
when u all tried to adhere to it.
i was happy to see this. and really happy to see you grabbing on it.
although at last still___, but u wore it back e moment u got it back.
remember this experience, learn from it.
we have to yan xia qu.
dan zhe me zuo dou shi wei le ni men. ;D
next year may be even tougher.
but worry not, we will be on your side. ;D
no matter how humiliated we felt
how disappointed we were
or how angry and insulted,
juz bury it deep. and let it go.
coz its of no use trying to dui kang. ;D
its indeed humiliating to us
especially that this happened infront of everybody.
so work harder!
prove to everyone dat WE will not dao xia juz coz of this. ;D
- could have discussed it with us behind them rather den going up to one person and pulling it off liddat. _ _ _ may practise this, but definately not us.
♥ Wednesday, August 06, 2008
that is. to NEVER look back and continue forward.
coz u know that looking back would only hurt you more. ;D
was thinking about it while walking down e hill.
looking back is stupid.
like tests lo.
15cm ming ming is radius take as diameter.
lol
dunno say how many times.
but no matter how many times u say.
it wun change that fact right.
so stupid.
another one.
chances? opportunities?
they only come and go.
if u do not hold on.
if u rejected it
den you have no rights to want it back.
whether its another chance or wadeva.
well.
i tink i really understood this time.
i told my brother.
he say u so stupid. now den know.
i all along know. but juz hard to like adhere to it?
i dunno. i know i say this i sure will go back and look and regret.
i know its stupid.
but i still do it.
lol
for wad i also dunno.
♥ Sunday, August 03, 2008
at first i thought it was only for a short while.
but after going to so many blogs and stuff.
i realised it
i dunno if its for real.
i dunno if my eyes are playing tricks on me.
but i dun tink so.
my eyes just welled up.
maybe coz i was regretting.
regretting that i didnt treasure the chance i was given
or rather the many chances.
but somehow i guess.
dat its better for all.
everyones happy.
so why shouldnt i?
i dunno. i really dunno.
WHY DID I GO READ IT.
den i wun go think.
and be that stupid clueless person.
no one tells me stuff like this.
its only when i mention it.
only that people tell me that little bit.
why izzit that i lost it dat i care and yearn for it so much
why does it always happen this way.
why do i always not learn my lesson.
why did i let it slip me by.
all those whys in my head. can never be filled up.
again.
i tried to.
but i guess that it all boils down to nothing in e end.
i really wished i didnt know anything.
and somehow i know no one will know wad i am toking about.
even __________.
coz i doubt you will ever come here.
even if u come.
u wun know dats you.