i think i slept too much sia.
heylooooooo!
its been damn long since i came here.
THATS ME WHEN I WAS A BABY/ TODDLER. CUTE?? ;Dben tan says my mouth is big. LOL
♥ Thursday, May 28, 2009
okay i know i slept too much.
4.5 hours.
and in a not good position.
so my neck kinda hurts.
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how the hell did i manage to sleep so bloody long?
anyway.
i feel damn sad sia.
sad for myself.
like exams are over hello.
den even when i sleeping.
i still can think of things that is to be done.
like wth?
i am speechless at myself.
theres like alot in my mind now.
theres this.
theres that.
theres the piling homework.
theres the urge to shop.
urge to do something about.
urge to learn roller blading.
urge to go to the beach.
urge to fang feng zheng.
and lastly,
the urge to do something about my mundane life.
should i take up my own suggestion on doing yi gong?? LOL.
but i dun have the time.
be glad my holidays are not negative yet.
mahjong sessions?
study sessions?
shopping sessions?
movie sessions?
OKAY.
THIS JUNE HOLS.
i MUSTTTT!
1) shop, and i mean shop.
2) study.
3) live life to the fullest.
i still detest my lack of life alot.
any suggestions to like lemme have a more fufilling life anyone??
anyway.
the drama queen have finished watching BOF.
okay quite long ago.
and is STILL drooling over her pretty boy.
I STILL CANNOT FORGET HIS SMILE LA.
seriouslyyyy. like OMG.
wo de mei nan zi! <33
i vandalised my table about him just recently.
and i have to clean it all up tmr.
WHICH REMINDS ME.
rags! lol.
MY MIND IS RANDOMMMMMMM. ;D
back to drama.
anyway.
i stilllllll feel damn xian mu!
lol okay la not really.
but MY PRETTY BOYYY. omgggg.
anyone up for sentosa trips/mad shopping/movie marathons?
CONTACT MEEEE. ;D
loves!
OH YEA.
MY RENICE DARLING!
HAPPY SWEET 16! ;DDD
/edit.
wo bu pei just came up on my playlist.
and reminded me.
ANYONE UP FOR KBOX TOO? LOL.
♥ Friday, May 22, 2009
its saturday nowwww. 12.40!
i am watching tv! channel 8.
okay i forgot whats the title.
anywayyyyy.
i dunno what i am doing here. maybe advertisement den bored.
hehsss.;D
oh yea. i have been watching korean drama.
wah that guy treats the girl damn good sia.
LOL.
but actuallly i abit luan diao also.
lol.
aiyaaaaaa. dramas my love! ;D
MAKES ME HAPPY!
♥ Monday, May 18, 2009
kept wanting to come many times.
but either very lazy, or just simply decided against it.
really very long le hor.
just now felt a lil emooooo.
coz of some damnn stupid thing.
i was asking people online.
things can never be perfect.
i know that la.
just needed to like confirm that fact.
to drill it into my brain.
yes i know that.
but i amandatan is a PEFECTIONIST!
like i want everything to be perfect.
my life.
but obviously thats impossible.
and somemore to tihnk of it
my life not very bad now eh.
i was just being greedy.
life.
hmmm.
but actually its times like that that i appreciate life more now.
like coz i emoing.
i will take note of things more.
and it really made me happy.
like when i complained to them
they bothered to kai dao me.
make me see another side.
i know they know that i am only fa-ing lao sao.
but they still bother to tell me. ;D
i very happy eh.
like my mood really improved alot.
u all know i unhappy.
den like play games with me all these.
somehow it just mattered to me.
like really made me an wei alot.
made me feel, hey someones thr for u.
someone bothers.
like when in normal days.
i wun really think it matters alot.
like people restricting me.
telling me to sleep.
normally dun really go think
but now to really think.
they care.
thats why.
i just realised.
like like like u say u go sleep.
i tell u by 12 i sleep.
u msged to make sure its really by 12.
somehow MAYBE okay MUST BE.
i emo right
den looking at such things. i felt touched lo.
seriously.
;DD
when u all like play with me den make me laugh.
I REALLY FEEL MUCH BETTER. ;DD
maybe now the reason that made me emo in the first place
doesnt matter that much anymore.
i have them right. ;D
i feel very zhi zu and man zu.
thanks. ;DD thanks very much.
oh yea.
and what xinmin said is true!
she said sometimes u have to lower yr expectations to feel happy. ;D
I AGREE. ;D
if i dun expect them to ask me, i wouldn't even be unhappy hor?