HEYLOOOOOO. Labels: not making sense?
i dunno what to say
I. LOST. MY. PHONE.
hmmm.
HOOOBOOO.
hahahaha.
LOL. i am freeee.
freee like a buzzing beee!
sorry just felt like saying that.
my mood cannot be any better now.
i dunno why.
although everything just came crashing down on me suddenly.
but yea.
SMILE. ;D
ANYWAYYSSS.
i dunno what to say. ;DD
hehs.
oh yea.
i agree with you okays.
coz look whos e one making it! ;D
ahaha.
somehow i feel like something.
i dunno how to describe it though.
maybe coz i know too many things.
;DD
you know whoo.
yea.
i dunno how to say.
but why do i feel that way?
HMM.
i have e temptation to spill everything out.
but i dunno how.
not dun want to.
rarh.
this feeling within me now just doesnt feel.
right.
LOL.
hohoho.
remember me saying that once i am overly upset/angry/sad wadeva.
i wun know how to express myself.
thats exactly how i am feeling right now.
justlemmebeefreakingbeachandendthisrightnow. ;D
cozsomehowiknowthatsillysomething.
♥ Thursday, November 20, 2008
what to do.
but all i want now.
is to do this.
and to do it good.
let it be once and for all.
after this i really dun and wun give a damn anymore.
it has lost its meaning to me long ago.
its just boils down to one word
with a capital R.
i will do it.
coz its my R.
but never ever expect me to even.
i cannot seem to find a word to fit in there.
our moods are all over e place.
yupp.
but from now on
rest assured.
my mood shall not waver over such things le.
coz my R is over.
OVER.
i wun care
so not caring would mean indifference right?
;D
i think this way.
EVRYONE will be happier.
fine
seriously FINE.
at least for me it would seem that way.
and hello. not e only one okay?
i know yrs is bigger and u cant let it down like i do.
so i dunno wad to say and wun say.
anyway it wun make a difference to me anymore.
be e person for all i care.
just look behind you and see please.
when i realised alot more.
i will shuddup.
when i couldnt undertand anything
i will shuddup.
when i cannot recognise what is this anymore.
i will shuddup.
my new msn nick:
~amandaye! why izzit that i can just sense that everything is just going to start all over again?
BUT, before that happens, i will have a protective shield over me. and ENSURE that i will never get hurt.
♥ Friday, November 14, 2008
BLOODY ASS.
FUCK THAT STUPID ASSHOLE MORON IDIOT SUCKER THAT TOOK IT.
i left it on e table or cushion. i dunno.
i very fast went back liao lei!
but its gone by the time liao.
i damn frustrated.
ahhhh. my mummy.
i call her den she was like OH DEAR OH DEAR.
lol.
but i think she come back later sure will scold liao.
althought she jiang me on e phone abit
anyway my fault mah.
haiii.
curse the person that took it without returning bu de hao si.
D;
ANYWAY.
u know hor.
before i lost it right.
i actually like a feeling that something will happen lei.
and i know is to my phone de lei.
i dunno
i look at my phone den got a really wierd feeling.
den i nv go care.
so ya lo.
MORAL:
NEXT TIME BELIEVE IN YR SIXTH SENSE.
ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS QUITE ZHUN MOST OF E TIME. ><
♥ Saturday, November 08, 2008
i realised something la.
u know whenever i very anrgy right.
den whoever say sorry.
i will nua diao.
><
even if its those very angry de.
also will la.
lol.
damn dumb.
anyway today went out.
but yea.
it sucks having no money.
i wan buy clothes. buy shoes. buy bag.
i will die liddat man.
i wana shop during holidays.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
MONEY COME TO MEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
lol. ;D
and i bloody shit quarreled with him. ><
♥ Monday, November 03, 2008
hehs.
i quite okayy feeling now.
i was reading through all my posts.
e drafts and everything.
yea felt quite nice after all.
smiled while reading. ;D
oh yea.
todayyyy i did.
i read my physics tb.
i did revision on chinese.
well doesnt seem much.
but when i did it it seemed so much.
><
SOMETIMES I WONDER.
i wonder howww
i wonder whyyy.
anywayssss.
i dunno wad to say anymore.
only that i want my holidays back
i dun like and i dun wan school.
todays e 2nd.
14th is wad i am looking forward to!
wish me luck on O levels CHINESE! ><
♥
♥ Sunday, November 02, 2008
i dunno what else to type.
but my moods now not bad.
YOU ARE RIGHT. ;DD
anyway. i have just fnished.
-the stupid mock paper
-eating
-bathing.
;o
oh ya.
i slept for very long too. ;D
YOU KNOW.
my stm is getting worse.
I KNOW I GOT SS TEST ON MONDAY
AND I NEVER THINK OF BRINGING MY SS TB HOME.
wowww.
I KNOW I NEED TO DO E MOCK PAPER IN THE WKENDS.
AND I NEVER BRING MY GAO ZHI HOME.
i felt like killing myself.
anyway the answers are on foolscap now.
(you know what, i left BOTH my gao zhi and foolscap in school,
so i had to dig for like half an hour for FOOLSCAP.)
ya.
so i have to copy onto gaozhi
AND study ss tomorrow.
i feel so crap.
how how how.
OH YA.
you know i meant to study PHYSICS.
and ZUO WEN.
along with the SS and mock paper.
AND NOW.
although i like sleep liao.
DEN HOR.
i read e physics tb.
den one page i go back and sleep liao.
FAN ER.
i went to read flying fish in sky.
not as nice as i expected.
make me sleep more.
idiot.
SCAM MY FEELINGS.
i dunno why i typed so long
but ya lo.
we went chinese new year visiting on sat.
lol.
no la. to give the farewell invitations.
ALOT OF FUNNY THINGS HAPPENED.
i am lazy to type.
i asked shelley to upload photos.
coz i lazy.
and no patience. ;DDD
TILL THEN!
wish me all the best for tomorrow mansss.