hey. Labels: this is actually one of the few times i managed to say what i feel out. so fast and smooth.
BOOOOO PEOPLEEEE!! ;D
BOOOOHOOOOO.
hey.
not exactly in a good mood now.
booo.
HEYOO!
HEY HEY! Labels: ;DD
yep. today went for POC.
lol i was supposed to wake up at around 9.15
ended up waking only at going 10.
chiong like some mad pig.
anyway yea.
den after that took neoprints.
den my dad realised i was at BUGIS.
and chased me home like siao.
alot of us took 12 home.
yay my suggestion. ;DD
and it took like 1 hour.
nice sleep man.
all of us ESPECIALLY SHIYUAN.
slept and slept and slept.
IN ALL SORTS OF FUNNY POSITIONS. ;D
came home went out came back. bathe and here blogging. ;D
i seriously felt downright lousy.
before coming i knew i would face such things.
making me feel so awkward.
but coz of . i had no choice.
yes. i understand myself wad i felt was not regret.
from the day i made that decision i told myself to NOT regret.
but i cannot stand it when they recognise me.
and gimme that o.o look.
although yea some smiled at me nicely( ;D )
but i really didnt feel in place at all.
all i wanted to was to get out of the U and step out of that place.
it really didnt feel nice.
especially wad u said make it hurt more okay.
i knew it was a passing remark. but sorry it pierced.
maybe it was the way u phrased it.
certainly didnt feel nice.
from the start all the way.
suddenly i felt like i didnt belong here?
i dunno. and smiling just doesnt actually mean i am happy.
i felt like crying. not coz i regretted not going.
but maybe coz i allowed myself to come and get hurt.
when i obviously knew that this would happen.
sometimes...
anyway its quite true that its over now, and i need not go through this anymore. ;)
side note:
while bathing just now i was thinking.
actually one sentence to describe myself is that
i can feel very insecure and i am just too proud to admit it.
♥ Wednesday, February 18, 2009
okay i am pretty high nowwww.
yayyy.
okay i didnt go school today.
oops.
BUT I ENDED UP WITH LIKE ALOT TO DO.
and i didnt slack at home okayy.
i did enjoyedu and read my newspaper. ;DD
but now go school got too much to do.
tamade.
now my mood not bad right.
have a premonition that tomorrow will not be exactly a nice day.
hai. sure not in a good mood tomorrow.
its always this way isnt it.
anyway. tomorrow morning got chem test. yea.
at 7 in e morning.
i get to skip morning assembly.
;o
so i can wear my short skirt right. LOL.
hai.
okay i am getting depressed upon the thought of tomorrow. ><
♥ Tuesday, February 17, 2009
lol. its 10.30am on a school day.
i am at home.
oops.
ANYWAY.
i got things to catch up. damn sian..
♥ Friday, February 13, 2009
its valentines day EVE!
lol. received alot of presents.
mostly from 409. ;D
THANK YOU MY DARLINGS. ;DD
didnt really listen in class or wad.
just day dream until lessons ended.
den it became cca. ;D
DA FENG CHUI~~~
aiya my mood not very good now.
byee.
i want a bouquet of flowers! lol.
joking.
♥ Thursday, February 12, 2009
lol.
hate this stupid sinking feeling.
SA TUO. yes.
wtv.
anyway 2 tests today.
feels quite screwed.
nehmind forget it. lol.
doesnt matter much.
AHHHH MY HEART FEELS HEAVY. I DUN LIKE THIS FEELING. OH NO I DUN.
♥ Sunday, February 08, 2009
in an okayyy mood now.
after watching mo nv you xi.
reading my book.
and the wu ling da dao.
lol. i am tiring my eyes out lah.
this week.
not exactly nice feeling.
seriously, not very happy la.
STUPID. I FEEL DUMB.
okay over jiu over le.
i am actuallyquite proud of myself for. ;D
i brought home amath and ss.
and i studied neither.
how smart amandatan. ><
lazy to change colours. let it be white bah. i watched a certain mv today.AND I LIKED IT ALOT.okay only that scene. ask me about it. ;DD
and i looked up
and saw"and i will believe and smile. xD"
yes i will. ;DD
♥ Wednesday, February 04, 2009
okay its 11.46 now. aim to finish by 12. ;D
okay today seems like a pretty nice day.
had time.
to actually wait for the rain to stop den go home.
but i still could accomplish the stuff which i want to doooo. ;DD
had nice conversations along the way
with a nice tv show.
my aeroplane show
okay i got corrected my HELICOPTER show. ;D
i did study for my matrices.
AT FIRST.
i did it and i could.
den after that i got all wrong. zzz
okay forget it.
tomorrow thrs english test.
matrices test.
den ss have to do CONFLICT presentation.
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haiiiii.
thursday dun seem inviting at all.
and yes!
i decided to finally start working on my english.
maybe too late la.
but I DUN WANNA GET A C OR A LOW B FOR ENGLISH.
thereforeee. yes. i shall strive.
AMANDATAN CAN DO IT DEEE!!! ;DD
对,我爱自己. <3
♥ Monday, February 02, 2009
I QUITE HAPPY NOWW. ;DD
i like being happy.
ACTUALLY
i think its coz i can be very easily honged kai xin.
lol.
seriously i can be happy over stupid things.
like just listening to nice songs and talking online.
make me laugh.
den i can be damn happpy le. ;DD
today.
okay i didnt do much.
coz all tests on thurs
den like study now scared forget
even maths also like practise on the day before de mah.
so now in a DILEMMA.
;D
i just changed my font colour on msn to GREY.
i am crazy over grey now. ;DD
i did abitof stuffs online. but yeap.
slacked the way.
watched CSS.
results were more strict. ;o
the pastal colours pretty right. ;DD
i love myself. <3
i realised i like to end my post with this LOVELY phrase. ;DD