yooohoooo.
oh great. its finally friday.
yo yo. its 8.56 now.
& all i really wanna do now is to.
ookay, so its 11.44am now.
yoyoyo.
booo.
came home after homework session today.
& i just opened every group of my msn contacts.
ITS FINALLY FRIDAY.
yoyoyo.
okay warning.
lol. gosh time flies la. LOL. PRETTY RIGHT. HIS KILLER SMILE. HIS SMILE IS WAHHHH.
i feeling grumpy.
coz i wanna sleep.
yet i dun wanna waste time sleeping.
okay la this is damn dumb.
but anyway.
LIFE IS DAMN BORING LATELY.
screwed up life.
anyway lazy to think.
school days are still -.-
i still like home.
i need to go shopping or go for movies.
actually i have been going for movies quite alot.
i have alot of homework.
with all my papers and papers.
lol. came to terms with the fact that i can never finish them long time ago.
tests not coming back well too. awwww.
okay la i go back to my emath.
i can out of 9 ques. 8 ques careless. wow.
byee.
life. is a profound word.
♥ Friday, July 24, 2009
my absolute boyf~~
LOL.
anywayy. got tons of homework. shitshitshit.
went to watch fighting today.
not as nice as what i expected it to be.
somemore no subs.
abit disappointed. sighhhh.
it was NC16.
had to go through alot just to get in.lolll.
tomorrows sat.
better make good use of it.
rarhhh.
and i am going to make specs alr.
i dun wan my eyesight to get worse.
thats all for now! byeeee. ;D
♥ Monday, July 20, 2009
today was fineee. reached home around 2.
lol. did abit of stuff and slept till 6. woke up and pretty much studied till now.
i just realised organic chem is not as easy as i thought it out to be.
just done the TYS. wrong here wrong there. lala. ><
ANYWAY. not the point.
theres test tmr wed and thurs. wah lucky friday dun have.
if not really lian xu alr.
works still piling up. but kinda used to it alr i guess.
lol. anyway time really flies.
i guess studying for prelim really has to start alr.
if nottt.
i am gonna die badly.
oh no no. >;D
its till 5pm tmr. mama.
OH YA. U KNOW I FORGOT TO BRING MY CHEM NOTES HOME.
lol. so i relying solely on my darling tb.
writing zuo wen tmr on class. SIANNN.
the topic's hard.
die tmr.
and somemore, i have no gaozhi.
still haven bought yet. ><
shall try to complete some stuff.
back to chemmm. bye bye. ;D
♥ Saturday, July 18, 2009
go shopping. hard core shopping.
movies.
sleepovers.
just plain going out.
watch youtube.
what i really need to do now is to.
homework.
homework.
homework.
okay maybe study.
♥ Friday, July 17, 2009
i decided to do intense homework today! must.
tomorrow most prob going to see phones.
but whether i can buy iphone is going to depend on its price.
sigh. what an ass.
everyones changing phone lately. ;o
anyway on a side note.
i was proud of myself yesterday!
although i could have, but i decided against it.
for myself. ;D
okayyy yay.
oh ya.
and i watched absolute boyf ytd.
damn sadd.
but nice.
should i leave the last ep for next week?
LOL. shall see shall see.
awwww.
whats going to be the next drama to take the place of absolute boyf?
i dun mind it being a nice show! ;D
thrs alot of homework. i shall get started!
BYEEE. ;D
if u see me online, please remind me to do my work! ;D
♥
its friday!! friday is good!
coz mock exams over, and i have absolute boyf!
;D happy happy.
i have damn alot of stuff to do.
and i wanna watch movie.
so hmm. try to make time i guess.
it doesnt help that i am slacking now though.
may be coming back later.
bye bye!
♥ Tuesday, July 14, 2009
didnt go school today.
sorethroat.
mummy made me drink green bean soup.
totally digusting and reminds me of BNCO.
but i guess it helps?
anyway.
truckloads of homework awaits me.
JUST WHEN I THOUGHT THAT ITS GONNA GET LOWER.
den here comes another blow.
woooo.
and to add on all the tests and stuff.
overwhelming seems more suitable here den to use it in that stupid compre passage.
tomorrow have to complete all the homework owed today.
den at least it wouldnt be that bad. lol
i try bah
i am always making impossible aims.
shit homework.
its totally spoiling my mood.
TOTALLY.
♥ Sunday, July 12, 2009
it was darn tiring i tell u.
but at least i completed work la.
not aloot, but definitely better den what i could have achieved at home.
much better.
so happy.
wanted to sleep den continue my SAGA.
but den i figured if i sleep i wouldnt be able to sleep at night.
and i have been living like that for the past week.
it was hell.
so no no.
kinematics test on tues.
NYAA to be done.
googoogaga.
anyway back to hw session.
soon it became camwhoring session.
plenty of unglam pics.
was looking at random peoples facebook accounts.
looking happy i can say. ;D
kinda miss those times.
BUT. i am proud to say.
i really made good my word this time!
like i tried to arrange stuff!
HAPPYYY. ;D
i will try to continue! ;D
i was looking at BOF videos ytd.
kinda sad when i saw my pretty boy's part. sigh.
i guess what touched me throughout was when i thought about the firefighter/lifeguard part.
that was damn xin suan.
touching too i guess. ahah.
okay la i needa get back to work.
got some bio ques coz no tb cannot do.
chem is asking amanda aw tmr. (so sorry!)
zuo ye left abit too.
NYAA left alot.
doing physics paper later.
hope i can do it.
tmrs kinematics day.
oh and da gang day. AHAHAHA.
i hope i can stay happy. ;D
pretty please? ;)
♥ Saturday, July 11, 2009
only to close them again, without opening any conversation windows.
what does this mean?
anyway, didnt do much today
went out.
ate at some place in yishun or sembawang i think.
nice and big place.
catch prawns for adults and catch fish for kids.
i wanted to catch fishes so much.
but i was overage.
LOL. 3-12.
hai.
well i made friends with the little kids over there. ;D
its was a very big place, even though it stinks pretty much.
but the environment is damn nice.
hardly see singapore having such places.
;D worth it i guess?
i wanna do homework tmr.
i know studying is out of the question now.
pretty pathetic.
♥ Friday, July 10, 2009
lol like really finally.
we started school on tuesday eh.
next weeks gonna be worse.
gah.
okay nehmind.
today.
EARLIEST DAY.
WHAT TIME?
4pm. hah!
ookay so i came home and did nothing.
slept from 6 to going 10.
my god its 4 hours.
LOL.
thats who tired i am okay.
and the best part is that i didnt do any work.
crappp.
work is piling up again.
lol, i still think doing homework in school is much better lo.
like u dunno how to do den can immediately AMANDA AWWWW.
LOL.
i would be very surprised if shes not irritated at me alr.
i am waiting for my absolute boyf now.
its really nice lo!
i feel damnn proud of myself for being able to follow the tv speed and not watch online.
AHAHAHAHAH.
oya.
i wanna shop.
like soon.
i went blogshopping some time ago and ended up having a huge craving for it.
bad. but oh well, i need a balance righttt.
study study study.
will go ki siao.
i cannot be blamed.
and i dun care.
one day of the weekends shall be shopping.
i seriously need a new phone too.
dropped it on the floor and the screen cracked.
rarh. i want a white iphone.
er how much is it ah?
LOL.
i needa do homework after my absolute boyf.
i think i would go do bah.
if not today nv do. tmr also must do.
and i got NYAA.
oh shitass.
i was telling xinmin.
if NYAA had a shopping category.
wahhh i tell u.
shoik liao.
I GOT EXCUSE TO GO SHOPPING MORE OFTEN. ;D
♥ Monday, July 06, 2009
lollll.
youth days pretty much gonee.
so i guess i am left with school days ahead.
just finished bathing.
den while bathing i thought alot.
lol i dunno why i bathe den can think.
maybe coz like no distractions like the tv or the comp?
lol anyway.
I MADE A LIST OF TO DO.
so here goessss. ;D
1. study, and really study. ;D
2. treasure all my friends now well.
3. take lots of photos.
4. ____ ___! ;D
lol i dunno why the thought of taking photos came to my mind.
i guess its just like coz photos are the only way to keep things in memories?
lol. anyway.
what people say is true. ;D
its hard to get back lost friends.
so the least i can do now is to treasure my existing ones well.
well, i can try cant i? ;D
i have yi gu chong dong like arranging a session for my primary school mates.
gonna be hard, but i wanna give it a shot! ;D
and i suddenly remembered something that i was thinking too.
like i am always complaining about my lack of life.
but to think back.
actually i tihnk its not that bad.
was just being greedy nia.
its not that goodd.
but i guess its not bad alr.
i have to put in my part too right?
so. anyway 6mths more before i finsihed my secondary school life.
better late den never right!
i will try my best to live these 6 months fufillingly.
and take more pictures. ;D
tomorrows plan is to stay back around 1 hour after school.
which is like 5pm.
den we can do homework together.
and liddat. maybe eat dinner or go home tgt anything.
den when at home maybe dun need to concentrate on homework that much.
can study?
LOL. worth giving it a shot mah.
anyway. i have to make it workk!
okay i needa go pack bag bla now.
schools till 5pm tmr.
GOOGOOGAGA.
i hope i can survive
AIM: TO NOT SLEEP, AND COMPLETE HOMEWORK. ;DDD
ooya. i needa check acp for timetable.
heard theres no lunch break.
kns kns kns!
♥ Saturday, July 04, 2009
i am feeling very argh and ugh those type of mood now.
like aiya i dunno la.
i always say i wanna treasure my life now.
my friends now.
but i never seem to do it.
i still brush them off when i am busy.
or with other stuff.
with other people.
or sometimes simply because i have no interest.
but thats like eating my own words.
just a few days ago i was still telling nick chia about me missing my primary school friends.
like.
i remember in sec 1 we kept really close contact.
like real close.
i remember crying my eyes out every other night after the realisation came to me that oh we are going to go our seperate ways.
that feeling was just. wahh. cannot take it.
but somehow what happened along the way?
we make new friends, we break old ones.
its totally like not worth it lo.
i can like count with one hand the primary school friends i actually talk to.
its damn pathetic la.
everytime i talk online with them
we would always go down to the topic of organising a meet up session or whatnot.
but nobody bothers to actually go down and do it.
its too much of a hassle.
everyones contact changed, everyone changed.
i really envy my class guys.
despite being in different schools.
they managed to keep in CLOSE contact, go out. even have sleepovers.
and they say girls are better at such stuff. HAH.
what happen la.
i remember having alot of other classes friends too.
but what happened?
hai.
okay back to now den.
like okay i am about to move on. leave AHS.
den it dawned to me.
actually all the friends that i have now.
no matter whether they are very close friends.
hi bye friends.
its a very high possibility of us not keeping in contact after this year.
its very sad.
so what if theres facebook msn.
theres still a diff.
i am never one who is good at keeping friendships close.
i also dunno why.
that may be just me.
but i certainly wanna keep my friends.
i dunno la.
like sj too.
i dunno la. i just dunnohow to say it out.
but the feeling just isnt nice.
if now i dun dare to say we would keep close, what more after o's and everything sets in?
okay i know its 2.03am in the morning and its stupid to tihnk of such things instead of sleeping.
but still.
this thought keeps me from sleeping.
like i am afraid.
i dun wanna get on with life, look back and realise that i have done nothing this 4 years.
people say sec school life is the best.
jc life can never beat that.
but to look back in my 3.5 years.
like walao.
i hvae nothing to my name.
it just doesnt feel right.
its a pity when there are friends everywhere.
but when somehow to point out a very friend that matters the most.
i cant do it.
sure i can name a few, but its really different when its just one. or maybe 2.
its just different.
it hurts i guess.
i know i have to focus on my prelims or even my o's and thinking about such things now is stupid.
and i haven even finished my homework.
but yea lo.
even ranting doesnt do good to this matter.
okay i shall think of how to improve this situation.
i wanna treasure my friends now.
get back lost relationships not only in AHS but also in coral.
i wanna. at least try my best.
and when i say it i wanna do it.
i dun wanna make empty talk once again like always.
and at the same time. i wanna gao hao my xue ye also la.
like at least finsih my homework and start revising.
everyones stressing over prelims i dunno what the hell am i doing.
yes amandatan can do this.
♥ Friday, July 03, 2009
soon its like schools going to start again.
anyway yesterday was SS plus monopoly.
monopoly was darn fun la.
IF ONLY IF ALL THE MONEY IS REAL MONEY MAN.
wah i dun need go be rich taitai alr.
LOL.
but anywayyyy.
shiyuan smsed me and called me.
i woke up.
den i fell asleep again.
i damn lousy la.
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OH YA. I WATCHED ABSOLUTE BOYF YESTERDAY!
DAMN NICE DAMN NICE I LIKE!
although ony 11 eps nia.
BUT DEN STILL BETTER DEN COME MOMO.
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anyway i think the ending is going to be very sad.
can sense it alr.
but stillll! ;D
/edit.
AH AH!
I FORGOT WHAT I WANTED TO DO.
I WANTED TO POST A PIC OF MY YOON JI HOO! LOL.