farewell today. ;D
lemme start with something happy. ;D
hey you know what.
in the midst of my o levels.
it was really nice. seriously.
i enjoyed myself.
ahahahah. food was nice too!
;D
on a sidenote,
i really am TPTL.
but forget it, amandatan let go.
♥ Thursday, November 12, 2009
1. tomorrows the end of examssss. ultra super duper happy de can.
2. a stranger totally made my day today. ;DD
tmrs chem, haven studied for it. lol
i studied the least for o levels seriously.
just cannot believe it.
4 yrs of hardwork just like that. O.O
i was thinking if i should work. like woah.
my first time working. LOL.
okay no more happy stuff.
u know, sometimes i really envy you.
despite all, i still cannot deny this fact.
maybe thats what makes it this way.
and maybe this time i know i cant help it.
hey, all the best. (:
i hate it that it gets to me all the time.
i hate it that i am able to think wild.
i hate it when i feel this way within.
i really hate myself for it.
why cant i be like how i want myself to be?
dear friend, take care.
and this time, i mean it.
and i know myself very clearly.
this step that i have taken makes the distinction much clearer.
but i guess i chose it.
so i can only bear it.
i know even if i haven done it.
i would still have felt as lousy because _.
and maybe thats why i dreaded the end of os.
i keep saying i dunno why la.
i dunno why i feel this way
i duno why i dread the end of os.
but actually i think i know.
i know it very clearly.
its just that i dun want to come to terms with it.
and refuse to admit.
although it has been verified long time ago.
i hate this here right now.
♥ Tuesday, November 10, 2009
fuck you.
seriously fuck you.
♥ Monday, November 02, 2009
lol pneumonia and 2 days in the hospital.
really appreciate those that made the effort to come visit. ;DD
big big thank thankkkkkkkkks!
those who sent smses too. really really really appreciate ittttt! ;D
Os so far are. i also dunno lei.
as in aiya. nehmind.
looking forward for o to be over!
on the flipside.
you suck.
okay no use thinking about it.
actually i very long nv think le. maybe too sick le. LOL.
bye byeeee.
i tihnk the next time i will be back will be after Os.
ps. i am watching some randam show. not bad. ;D