♥ Sunday, April 20, 2008
penned down at 9:02 AM
hanging on a string, not knowing whr to go
no direction
left to sway around.
yes i wanna know but i am afraid of what i may hear
i am afraid to even ask.
i dun wanna know.
i dun wanna get hurt again and again.
but leaving it liddat would only make me even more sad
what should i do.
you tell me.
yes he says i would feel good and ease if the result is good
if its bad i would feel bad at the start
but after i come to terms with it, i would move on.
but can i move on without knowing the truth?
all i wanna do is to protect myself le.
i dun wan words or actions to cause me to have more stabs in the back
there is already alot as it is now.
i doubt there is even any more space le.Labels: crying wun even ease the feelings within me anymore.