hmm. i seem to be leading a life that i dun even know too. Labels: i wanna give it all up.
things come and past. people too.
one week is all it took bah. i dunno wad to do.
crap is wad i am feeling.
things came crashing down right smack at the bloody same time.
tell me wad the hell i should do.
i dun even want to be caught in the middle in the first place.
it was never my business!
i juz cannot get it how she can juz get away with every bloody bitch stuff she does.
everything seems to be going against me. why?
i dunno la.
shes juz so hypocritical, so fake, yet i dunno why people know yet do no dare to do anything.
tell me la. wo zhen de bu zhi dao gai zhe me ban le.
i am at my wits end.
he shouldnt even have started it.
maybe den she can juz continue bitching about me to him without me knowing.
what i dunno cant hurt me right.
now i see her also dun wanna see her man.
now everyone is like leaving me hanging on a string.
i know HALF but not the other HALF.
i am lazy to even go figure it out. i rather i dunno la.
liddat also better bah.
GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
i wanna go to the beach, go sleep there. look at the stars and fall asleep.
wake up see the sunrise and SCREAM.
although things wun help, but at least i would be able to forget them for juz ONE night.
please.
she will juz have more and more to bitch about me.
i really sick and tired le.
dunno cry how many times
cry until eyes also swollen le.
but like anyone would give a damn
everyones like hiding stuff from each other
everyones acting all fake and hypocritical.
theres like so little people i can really turn to and cry to.