rarh. somehow i realised it a lil too late Labels: tears just mean too little.
at first i thought it was only for a short while.
but after going to so many blogs and stuff.
i realised it
i dunno if its for real.
i dunno if my eyes are playing tricks on me.
but i dun tink so.
my eyes just welled up.
maybe coz i was regretting.
regretting that i didnt treasure the chance i was given
or rather the many chances.
but somehow i guess.
dat its better for all.
everyones happy.
so why shouldnt i?
i dunno. i really dunno.
WHY DID I GO READ IT.
den i wun go think.
and be that stupid clueless person.
no one tells me stuff like this.
its only when i mention it.
only that people tell me that little bit.
why izzit that i lost it dat i care and yearn for it so much
why does it always happen this way.
why do i always not learn my lesson.
why did i let it slip me by.
all those whys in my head. can never be filled up.
again.
i tried to.
but i guess that it all boils down to nothing in e end.
i really wished i didnt know anything.
and somehow i know no one will know wad i am toking about.
even __________.
coz i doubt you will ever come here.
even if u come.
u wun know dats you.