i dunno what to say
what to do.
but all i want now.
is to do this.
and to do it good.
let it be once and for all.
after this i really dun and wun give a damn anymore.
it has lost its meaning to me long ago.
its just boils down to one word
with a capital R.
i will do it.
coz its my R.
but never ever expect me to even.
i cannot seem to find a word to fit in there.
our moods are all over e place.
yupp.
but from now on
rest assured.
my mood shall not waver over such things le.
coz my R is over.
OVER.
i wun care
so not caring would mean indifference right?
;D
i think this way.
EVRYONE will be happier.
fine
seriously FINE.
at least for me it would seem that way.
and hello. not e only one okay?
i know yrs is bigger and u cant let it down like i do.
so i dunno wad to say and wun say.
anyway it wun make a difference to me anymore.
be e person for all i care.
just look behind you and see please.
when i realised alot more.
i will shuddup.
when i couldnt undertand anything
i will shuddup.
when i cannot recognise what is this anymore.
i will shuddup.
my new msn nick:
~amandaye! why izzit that i can just sense that everything is just going to start all over again?
BUT, before that happens, i will have a protective shield over me. and ENSURE that i will never get hurt.