i am currently in that state of dunno what. Labels: i have a very complex brain.
hard to express.
so i shallll!!!
say what comes to mind first.
never mind if its not making any sense.
i dun make sense like half the time anyway.
OHKAY.
HERE GOES.
things have been pretty hectic.
there are trainings and stuff.
i read peoples blog and somehow their feelings just got stuck onto me.
i am in love with pretty boys.
i am stuck in a dilemma myself.
i dunno if its me.
but yea. sucks to know if it is.
everytime i see it and i try thinking if its me.
but somehow or rather.
i will feel it is.
althought deep down i know that it may not be.
den i will go feeling guilty.
but i dun do anything about it.
so thrs not much use.
i have a sinking feeling within me.
i have things i wanna say.
i wanna know.
but i dunno how to.
i think i will really take things as it goes.
a few more days and its xmas.
den a few more days and its 2009.
den one more day and its school.
lol.
homework?
uncheck.
OKOK.
end of it.
i feel a teeny weeny bit better.
but still enough to smile like dat. ;D
i am left with
ONE HONG LOU MENG
ONE ENG BOOK
TWO EMATHS PAPER.OPTIONAL;D
oops. it seems alot.
its now 1.33 am.
should i like go sleep liao?
lol.
anyway i watched finish bu liang xiao hua.
lol.
so much for not watching dramas anymore.
but its quite okay i guess.
;D
movies i feel like watching.
bride wars.
angus thongs...
bolt?
bedtime stories?
all about women.
some are pretty old and outdated i know.
but i nv seem to be able to catch it.
lol.
but thrs like so not enough time liao.
and i still have my work to be done.
gah.
nevermind.
convinces myself that all is fine.
;D
oh yea.
i am kinda happy that i didnt really regret as much as i thought i would. ;D