its been damn long since i came here.
kept wanting to come many times.
but either very lazy, or just simply decided against it.
really very long le hor.
just now felt a lil emooooo.
coz of some damnn stupid thing.
i was asking people online.
things can never be perfect.
i know that la.
just needed to like confirm that fact.
to drill it into my brain.
yes i know that.
but i amandatan is a PEFECTIONIST!
like i want everything to be perfect.
my life.
but obviously thats impossible.
and somemore to tihnk of it
my life not very bad now eh.
i was just being greedy.
life.
hmmm.
but actually its times like that that i appreciate life more now.
like coz i emoing.
i will take note of things more.
and it really made me happy.
like when i complained to them
they bothered to kai dao me.
make me see another side.
i know they know that i am only fa-ing lao sao.
but they still bother to tell me. ;D
i very happy eh.
like my mood really improved alot.
u all know i unhappy.
den like play games with me all these.
somehow it just mattered to me.
like really made me an wei alot.
made me feel, hey someones thr for u.
someone bothers.
like when in normal days.
i wun really think it matters alot.
like people restricting me.
telling me to sleep.
normally dun really go think
but now to really think.
they care.
thats why.
i just realised.
like like like u say u go sleep.
i tell u by 12 i sleep.
u msged to make sure its really by 12.
somehow MAYBE okay MUST BE.
i emo right
den looking at such things. i felt touched lo.
seriously.
;DD
when u all like play with me den make me laugh.
I REALLY FEEL MUCH BETTER. ;DD
maybe now the reason that made me emo in the first place
doesnt matter that much anymore.
i have them right. ;D
i feel very zhi zu and man zu.
thanks. ;DD thanks very much.
oh yea.
and what xinmin said is true!
she said sometimes u have to lower yr expectations to feel happy. ;D
I AGREE. ;D
if i dun expect them to ask me, i wouldn't even be unhappy hor?