hey. ;)
i suddenly 感触良多。
like i 恍然大悟。
i also dunno how to say this feeling lei.
like like like.
all this while, i know it would be this way.
but suddenly it dawned onto me.
its really going to be this way.
maybe deep down there still harboured a hope of me having a chance to change my decision back then.
but now from the looks of it, its pretty easy to see that its impossible. no?
i guess there never was this chance.
it was just thinking on my part.
i geddit. seriously, this time i do.
i dunno how to change it.
i dun think i will.
i will continue with it this way,
and maybe somehow, i will just get it over and done with.
someday.
for now,
i will do some damage control. ;D
and maybe self protection.
yea. feeling much better.
at least this way, i wouldn't feel guilty. ;DD