hey.
me felt the need to come up here. lol.
my thoughts are in bits and pieces now.
like i have to get back to my bio.
my hair is wet now.
i feel downright guilty.
i feel like i drifted apart.
i know i have to stop _______.
stop being _______ of people.
but thats my character i guess.
shuai ye shuai bu diao.
just have to curb it.
nope what ppl do is what they are capable of and what they have the abilities to.
so if u cant and is unable to do it. no use getting so what over it and letting it come to u.
if u wan it. den work for it. yuppp.
they worked for it.
so u wan it.
work for it.
YES. MOTIVATING.
lol.
anyway guilty.
i feel like i damn what.
as in seriously damn what.
i was the one who said i wanted to see them again.
but i ended up being the one who pangsehed them.
when i saw the smses really felt damn stupid. lol.
i also dunno la.
to say my laziness got the better of me is an understatement.
whatever la.
just plain dumb.
what made it worse was that i didnt go.
but yet i didnt go thr too.
as in like. yes things aren't the same anymore.
and i was pretty sure i wouldnt make a difference anyway.
but yet.
aiya i dunno how to say la.
wth. i feel like slapping myself.
was watching ming zhong just now.
lol it was my THIRD time watching it.
AND I COULD STIL CRY AT THE SAME PART.
-.-
okay la i go back bio alr.
hope i can concentrate.
finish it till the end. get it over and done with.
AND IF I WANT IT.
WORK FOR IT.
P.S. this years ending soon.