lemme start with something happy. ;D
1. tomorrows the end of examssss. ultra super duper happy de can.
2. a stranger totally made my day today. ;DD
tmrs chem, haven studied for it. lol
i studied the least for o levels seriously.
just cannot believe it.
4 yrs of hardwork just like that. O.O
i was thinking if i should work. like woah.
my first time working. LOL.
okay no more happy stuff.
u know, sometimes i really envy you.
despite all, i still cannot deny this fact.
maybe thats what makes it this way.
and maybe this time i know i cant help it.
hey, all the best. (:
i hate it that it gets to me all the time.
i hate it that i am able to think wild.
i hate it when i feel this way within.
i really hate myself for it.
why cant i be like how i want myself to be?
dear friend, take care.
and this time, i mean it.
and i know myself very clearly.
this step that i have taken makes the distinction much clearer.
but i guess i chose it.
so i can only bear it.
i know even if i haven done it.
i would still have felt as lousy because _.
and maybe thats why i dreaded the end of os.
i keep saying i dunno why la.
i dunno why i feel this way
i duno why i dread the end of os.
but actually i think i know.
i know it very clearly.
its just that i dun want to come to terms with it.
and refuse to admit.
although it has been verified long time ago.
i hate this here right now.